18 March 2010

Just another day…..

No motivation, sleepy and yet have to wake up and drag my feet to the office…

Looking at my previous post about my office, I’m really amazed that I would love my workplace so much but why not now?

That is because the wound had became sore. As sore as it can be…

Last week BC has indeed makes me ponder through of so many unsettling issues in my heart. So far, I’ve settled one. Ps KL shared about our heart condition. If there’s so many issues that has been in us for so long, it will draws us away from God without our realization.

I don’t deny the fact that my heart is getting far and far away from God. Still, there’s a small voice in within me whispering to me each day.

God, I know that you are not done with me yet. If you can do a surgery on my heart condition, I’d rather you do so. Yes, said is easy but what about my willingness? How long you have to wait for each day?

You said that “guard your heart for it is the wellspring of life”. O Lord, it seems to be unbearable looking at myself. I can’t even accept myself and I no longer knows myself. Have mercy on me and help me to lean on your strength.

The whole BC is like tonnes of waters was being splashed to me so that I can wake up from my sleep. Thank you, God. Your love can’t be measured and can’t be compared. Your faithfulness amazed me and gave me the strength to carry on.

Tomorrow will be the day that will decide how my career would be. Lord, if this job is for me, guide me through and help me to start all over again in you.

Amen.

Another Chapter of Life

I’m leaving my current company very soon…Everything is not gonna be the same as before…

1) Being pampered by my boss (in the sense)..teehee

2) Nice & fun colleague

3) Irritating & annoying colleague

4) Poor System from Management

5) My cubicle

6) My pc (The one that I’m using to write blogs and chat with friends, not to forget, my colleague)

Wow..everything will not be the same as usual when I move into another environment…

This is the first job that I appreciate the most…With the starting salary of RM950.00 i was accepted into that company. I got a shocked when my boss are being so nice to me. Every mistake that I’ve made, he don’t even scold me and keep on guiding me.

Imagine, from a very naive fresh graduates, three years later, here I am…Standing as a so called corporate lady and being very firm in what I want in my life..I love my boss and colleagues very much because without them, my working life will be very dull..Very dull indeed…

And now, I still left 4 and a half days to go..Gosh,I can’t believe that I finally decided to leave my own comfortable zone.

All I could say is I’m gonna miss BornPac alottt….

Thank you, Raymond for accepting me as your Secretary without any hesitation and taught me alot of things in the company and helping me alot in my life. I really look up to you as my GOOD BOSS, GOOD BROTHER and I’ll never forget your patience & tolerance towards me throughout my service in BornPac & Tenaga Halus (of course including pampering me..teehee..) In fact, your name has been mentioned everytime I testify in the church on God’s goodness in my life…So, you’re consider famous in HOPE Community 🙂

To JenJen, I thank you for being a good friend, a good colleague and you’ve portrayed a good mother-figure to me as well. I’ll never forget your cooking and our breakfast chit-chat every morning. Appreciate your guidance alot and also your ears to listen to my complaints most of the time. And of course you’re not just a beautiful lady by look but your sweet spirit even enhance your inner beauty in within you.

To Papa J, though I don’t have a good impression on you at the first place but I do appreciate your help, your care and understanding most of the time. You never hesitate to lend your helping hands whenever I’m in need. Not to forget YOUR ENTERTAINMENT OF THE DAY (if you know what I mean) thru our frequent topic of the day in Skype 🙂 Thanks for pampering me as well. You are a good husband to your wife, a good father to your kids and a good son to your parents thou sometimes your mouth doesn’t said so..

To Celes, it is indeed such a small world that you happened to know my family and I appreciate your friendship in these few months but I felt like we’ve been friends for ages. You have the ability to achieve greater success in your life and do not doubt on your ability. I enjoy every moment (quiet moment, sad moments, happy moments, angry moments, loud moments) with you.

To Yatie, you are a dear friend not just to me but to everyone in this company. I enjoy the funny jokes that you’ve cracked and your flexibility to adjust yourself in this company. Remember the birthday celebration that we planned for Celes? Remember the prank that we’ve put on Celes? It will always be in my mind 🙂 I enjoy the “Keropok” moment with you & Celes as well. I guess, after I left, you may start your Kedai Runcit business cum Counselling cum Pharmacy in TH already..teehee 🙂

To Jason, thanks for your ride and your endurance in listening to my pour out session most of the time. Poor you, your ear must be very painful thru out each session ya..hihi…But I thank God, for a faithful brother like you and always share your music library with me.

To Stephen..haha..You must be surprise that I mentioned your name in my blog..I knew that at times, you hated to send me back but in the end you still sent me 🙂 I do appreciate that as well…Well, I can’t deny the fact that you’ve change alot in terms of your patience. I knew that my attitude towards you was not that good and I apologize for that. I just can’t help myself to protect my pc..teehee…Have faith in God and He shall bless you in many ways when you start to trust and obey Him…

To Rufina, Fazilah and Mala. Thank you for being so nice to me during my service in this company. I still remember how Fin & Faz being so helpful to me during my early days in this company. I remember that 🙂 Thank you Mala for always cheering up my day by calling me “Ahmoi Cantik” thou I’m not..hihi..

To Zaleha. You are a very strong will lady and I thank you for helping me to make so many calls and never hesitate to share your keropok and cookies to me..You had a good taste in terms of matching your clothes with tudung…Well, at least there will be less one person in arguing with you and for you to bully..haha..

Okie..I think enough of saying “thank you” for millions of time…And enough of laughing while reading this blog! Okie..okie..stop laughing bahh…

I MISS ALL OF YOU!

Regards,

GRACE

 

 

 

An Unpleasant Day

I woke up this morning with a smile on my face after reading my colleague’s sms…Though Soong said that the sun is scorching when we are walking towards the bustop but I just felt the warmth touch of glorious sun in the morning…

However, the beautiful morning has somehow turned into an unpleasant day. Let’s take a look on every scene:

Scene 1: Nenek Kebayan from Accounts Department

Imagine when people from the site chase for payment. When being asked, the only thing that she said was “I don’t know and I don’t have the details with me.” Well, the fact is that all the documents has been submitted to her and she has been giving us problems by asking us to do the job which is out of our job scope and querying my boss so many times and…SHE SAID THAT SHE DON’T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THE PAYMENT?!!!!

When she was in trouble or lost some documents for payment, she came back to us and expecting us to help her to search for it. She FORCED us to do so even we told her that we had already passed to her and it’s out of our responsibility…

Now you can see why we call her NENEK KEBAYAN?

 

Scene 2: Office Super Bossy Telephone Operator

When she is in her PMS mood, everyone get scolded by her. Imagine I asked her to call my boss and inform that it’s urgent, she can take her own sweet time to chat on the phone with her friend and then only make calls. When I asked her where is the phone call, she replied “Engkau ingat aku kerja duduk goyang kaki dekat sana dan tak buat kerja aku?”

GOSHHHHHHH!!!!!!I don’t even said that. Her job are basically simple. Make calls and answer calls. Even if there’s many people making calls, she needs to do so. That’s her job! But she’s sitting there for the whole day being bossy and complaining that we are not answering phone calls when she intercom us.

She commanded us to inform her our whereabouts when we are not at our own department. Wow…even the top management did not make this kind of instruction to us….

 

Scene 3: Being A Nice Decoration In the Hotel

My boss knew that I have something to address to the hotel staff on today’s meeting with the staff. Due to shortage of staff, I was being asked to take care of the hotel…

Guess what? I was there for not more than 10 minutes and was being asked to join the meeting..At this point of time, do you know how it feels right?

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That’s the end of the unpleasant day….